just had the urge to blog. no idea whyy!

i know it's really bad. but im just waiting for you all to go. i dont have much of a choice. i guess it's a little to late. sorry i didnt do anything about it. perhaps it's my fault everything's rather screwed up. all i did was just to wait for you all to go. i know it's bad. i know it's bad. i know it's bad. =/

SIGHHH. 20th april.

tonight channel u would be showing NEW POLICE STORY! alrightt. reminds me of our very very very FIRST squad outing! hahaa. lol. not exactly a squad outing. more of a squad watch-movie outing, then GO HOME kind of thing. hahaa. so not bonded at first. but as the years passed, we spent every hour in school together, every second perhaps. every weekend. I MISS THOSE TIMES. feeling nostalgic right now i guess. shall go plan squad outing soon. chalet!!

i realised, i will never ever get the kind of friendship that i got during those secondary school times; that is with my squadmates. i cant believe that everywhere i went, i definitely had a squadmate with me. with that, i felt safe. but now, dont think there's anyone in my class/cca that i can really really have this kind of feeling with. of course there lots of friends in my class - so many tkgians summore but its not the same. just not the same. i dont know. i just miss my squadmates.

but to think of it, do they feel the same way i do? i dont knoww.

the new police story thing made me think of all my squadmates =/ hahaa! oh well.

ohoh. tml will be the day dear QUEK gives her speech for the council thing! haha. excited to watch it. hahaa. i like watching those people rallying. really interesting to see how these people sell themselves (: hahaaa. but guess sometimes, it gets rather annoying when u sell yourself off too much. but im sure quek will be great great! whee! (:

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AND i did chem! im so happy for myself. shall finish of that redox reaction tutorial by today. and if possible my graphing technics tutorial as well. have a feeling mr soh would call me up to do a question since i didnt bring my assignment that day. had to not bring it when i faithfully did it. i did it. not copied it. HAHA. oh well.

watch new police story alrightt (: