SCREWED UP.
that's how i'd describe today. and i feel horrible. =(

needless to say, the chemistry paper killed me.
and i even had the guts to laugh at myself after the paper was over. it's the worst worst exam i've even done. to think i've got like 30+/100 when i was in sec 4.
that's what you get for not mugging.
it's really depressing you know. but nahh. shall not think about it.

YCM. HAHA. this is even more horrible.
i guess i was totally unprepared. guess mainly, he just wanted to see how much we're committed to this project and yeah. and have to admit, there's a lot of gaps in our project. and as leader, i didn't know much. and he kept on asking difficult questions that i have difficulty answering. so basically, the "Let's Meet" session was totally screwed up. BUT HAHA. at least we tried. nahh. don't think we'll get it. oh well in one month's time we'll know. =/
called jean after the whole thing and she said, at least if we don't get it this time, we can always try again. when we're older ;D and somehow, those words just made my day.
thank god faris was a nice person. and funny as well. i mean, imagine if i got someone else, think it'll be worst and even more embarassing that i dont know a lot of things.

one thing i learnt through this. take pride in EVERY SINGLE thing you do. and put your heart in it. no matter how small you may think it is cause for all you know, it really isn't small afterall.

atiqah has a new eyecandy. that makes 4. challenge felicia.

tag replies;
zat;
;D THANKS A LOTT. i'll try not to. but yeah. mid years are really killing me. thanks for the new url. i'll relink. and yes, our class outing will come soon. 07A04 =)

atiqah;
HAHA. nahhh. i feel so horrible now for doing that. but even if i didn't, how much can i squeeze into my brain in a span of a few hours? oh nooo. my parents are expecting so much from me also. OH NOOOO...

sarah;
*hands you a bomb* HERE YOU GO. hahaaaa. lol. hmmm, jia you for your exams too okay! thanks for all your encouragement anyway. really makes me feel less stressed.

cera;
YES! even some smart guy in my class was telling me that he never do 30 marks worth of questions. OH MYYY. principals will definitely be busy. to think of it, quite funny ehh.

shwuyueh;
HEYY! thanks a lot darling (: your turn will come soon ehh. hahaa. lol. dont scare you. take care okayyy! love youuu!