sighh. think the mid years really made me feel so bleah. now i really can't wait to get back my horrible results. get all those scoldings from my teachers and of course parents. just get over and done with it. over and done with it. over and done with it.
a song i'd like to sing right now.
sometimes i can't help but hate myself.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen again'
cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
yesterday was a fun day though. my tkg friends never fail to make me smile. jean, fad, fel and huang yu. our chit chat session became a CIP cum a little brigde session. huang yu. we made a wonderful factory yesterday didn't we? HAHA. you're retardedness never fail to amuse me. leavesleavesleaves. my squadmates never fail to make me smile. pau, quek, si min and tang it was really nice to be able to see you guys and shop together. si min - i'll make sure you'd buy one of those clothes one day. tang!! my rc-4e3e3 friend! goshh. i felt really whoa seeing you - the first one who greeted me. imagine, we used to see each other everyday and now. we only get to see each other after months. i miss you much. ;( sadly, i didn't get to see the whole bunch who left early. ;( youareathereasonwhyismile ;D
i was talking too lee jin a few days ago. was nice talking to him, since we dont really talk in class. just share lame jokes and draw on each other's hand. HAHA. part of our convo which i thought was interesting. HUG BANDIT <3> hahaa. anyway, do u like jc life? (PSg NO.3 JIN) is this hasbrown? says: not realli (PSg NO.3 JIN) is this hasbrown? says: very dramatic everyday (PSg NO.3 JIN) is this hasbrown? says: like everyone acting for life (PSg NO.3 JIN) is this hasbrown? says: lols (PSg NO.3 JIN) is this hasbrown? says: thATS wat i feel
dramatic. but hey, i agree that that's the most perfect word to describe jc life. people just put up an act just so that they could fit in. just so that they're well liked by everyone. dramatic. -shrugs shoulders
ah well. two days of no school. i shall enjoy it as much as i can till it's dooms day and i get back my bugger papers. -shivers. promos in 8 weeks. ohh my.
off to red cross training soon. who know's this could be my last training before MJ make me drop my 2nd cca and make me mug and mug and mug till my hair turns white.
tag replies; yiNgQI; when the world, leaves you feeling blue, you can count on me, i will be there for you. ;D this song i'll always remember and will be kept close to my heart. and yeah, you too, reach for the stars. lovee you.
fatin; WOOF ((:
syasa; lol. nice seeing you and naq as well. the two tourists in tkgs uniform. and can't believe we almost died together. HAHAHA.
cera; LSB. i know it's sweet. as sweet as one spoonful of sugar. and it's true as well. thank's for going that SHINE thing with me! though you had a complimentary movie ticket =/ HAHA. but at least we got to make new friends and see our old friends. YAY. next time got anything i'll call you okay! ;D
xueli; HAHA. huh? what talking you? i cant understand you. hahaa. different frequency. but anyway, ermmm okay, you're nice. very long never talk to you, you know. and goodness, i dont eyecandy you. never in a million years. i know it hurts to hear this but, dont cry okay.
naqeah; HEY. hahaa. yeah, long time no see and talk. see you also you dao-ed me and gave that SHOCK expression. lousy you. but then again, i miss your retarded stories. entertain me next time you come online okay! ;D
taxi please!
hello im filza and im waiting for my yellow cab ;D
Always remember to slow down in life; live, breathe, and learn; take a look around you whenever you have time and never forget everything and every person that has the least place within your heart :D