was bathing earlier on and random thoughts went through my mind.
you know how random thoughts come too your mind when you're alone in the toilet, where it's rather peaceful and quiet.
nothing sick okay.

just realised that im becoming more and more self-centered as i grow older. =(
feels like like everything i do, i'd put self before others. it's always about me. what about me? what if i dont like it?

back then, people used to always tell me that i shouldn't say "anything" or "i don't know" to someone whenever he/she asks me something. they told me that i should have thoughts of my own and dare to speak them out. i tried once and since then on, i practiced and eventually got used to it. now that im so used to saying out my opinions, i dont like really it. in fact, i think it made me into someone different.

1. I seem to disagree with whatever someone else says and probably it makes me
2. argue most of the time.
3. What makes it worst, sometimes it makes it seem like whatever i think is right.
4. and gosh. this feeling sucks.
5. and one more thing. it makes me complain even more. a whole lot more.

whatever happened to the person i used to be? =(

my friends, im sorry if i've being self centered. sincere apologies. i know, life's doesnt revolve round me and me only. if in any way i hurt you due to my selfishness, im really really really sorry. i'll try not to do it anymore. and if i ever complain, excessively that is, just give me a tight slap on my face. people like me shouldn't be complaining. =/

i feel so guilty now.
RAHHHHH.

anyway, this is serioulsy random as well.
i think it's so mean, to look down on people who just tend to be.. a little weird. you know what i mean. and i dont think they could help but be weird. for all you know, you're weird yourself. and im sure you dont want people talking bad about you don't you.
okay. i'll try not to talk bad about people anymore. and if i ever gossip about people, pleasee give me a tight slap on my face. people like me shouldn't be gossiping. =/

tag replies;
atiqah;
HAHA ;D It's not counted! yippidodadooo. not like my mid years would help me. i hope my promos isn't any worst than my promos. that's all. mug hard!

sarah;
NAHH. there's not need to. nothing wrong having the same blogskin with someone else ;D but you changed it anyway and yeah, it's nice as well.

xueli;
if i become sick. i know who to look for. and i'll make that person pay my medicine bills for me. =D not a bad idea ehh?

sarah;
really?! HAHA. YES, LOVED THAT SONG TO BITS. hahaa. now kind of sian on it since i listen to it like everytime i on the computer. heh. but still, it's a nice song.

huiqi;
that i can't deny ;D

hamizah;
what you refering to? haha. and i still owe you money!!

naqeah;
of course i understand. im smart to the enxtent that i can understand your retard language. ;D haha. no la. joking. oldie school. but nvm, at least, the new one is renovating. sadly, you;d be gone by the time it completes the renovation. HEHE.

atiqah;
the hairy crab i fugly? what language are you speaking? but yeah, if you mean the crab is adorable, yes it is! i know ;D

yuping;
HAHA. i knoww. i have good taste don't i? all hail my good taste. thanks to the person who designed and created it though. ;D

fel;
updated ;D hahaa. do you think i have? oh man. but nvm la, slowly do. little by little. by the time promo exams are near, im sure you'd be able to cover everything. just, work hard. i should to.