just finished my EOM draft two. =/
goodness. how on earth do you do EOM?!

just now while i was happily doing my physics practical, melvin, who was sitting diagonally in front of me said; "Filza, im so ****** up" X 2348789618263189273
he said it so many times i feel my life is so ****** up as well =/
it's really such a wonder how so many other people do so well in everything while people like me cant even do anything right. something's wrong with me. oh nooo. but nahhh, i bet everyone has their own problems, so im not going to complain ;D
but anyway, melvin, dont think you read this but, dont so stressed okay! i can actually see you getting promoted to J2 and see you smile while you collect your results for A levels next year. life's just isn't so nice to you for the past few days that's all. SO, HANG ON YEAH ;)

thank god for all my friends who are always there for me.
thanks so muchh friends.
you are the ones who keeps me going on ;D

did i mention, i LOVE tuesdays.
dont ask me why.
but i SERIOUSLY hate mondays.
you dont have to ask me why. 11 hours of lessons = can die.

went through my notes. guess what i saw?
MY TPJC BIO NOTES.
saw feeling so emo after that. like why didn't i take bio?! and i can't stand it when Mr Cha keeps on saying; ' EASY RIGHT?' to every physics tutorial question he asks us to do. the bad thing is, i can't even do a single question. worst still, my foundations are HORRIBLE, i cant understand a single thing. i need to keep on asking jean questions like 'how come have acceleration when speed is constant" ahha. omg. i feel so stupid. but now i know okay! (like that only..) sighh. physics. but mr cha says, its not a matter of interest anymore. doesnt matter whether i like it or not, i HAVE to do it. yeah, so there i go. live with physics for 1++ years. damnn.

got to know today that my GP tutor is a TKGIAN.
once a tkgian, always a tkgian. demure and resolute.
why are we late?

anyway, thank god for my hardworking teachers who are willing spend the extra time giving us those extra remedials and all (drinks included). coping better with them! YAYY!
zipadeedodahzipadeeday!

and i found my stuff in the chem lab. went there early in the morning and i swear i jumped for joy seeing that my stuff were still there! thanks for everyone's concern about my poor lost items anyway! and i keep on losing me pens. YOU, stop stealing them. HAHAA. okay. inside joke.

rahh. MELVIN JUST BURST MY BUBBLE.
shouldn't have talked to him. hahahahaha! =/

tag replies;
sarah;
HAHAA! nahh. not depressed cause i didnt lose them afterall. anyway, i know you're having a hard time and all. no matter what i know you'd persevere. yeah, im here if you need me anyway. take care! and WELCOME BACK!!

XUELI;
you won't know who just might be desperate for notes you know. and a GC costs almost $200. so someone might just take it and sell it for money or something. HAHA. but whatever it is, god loves me and wants me to get back my stuff so YAYY! i got it back. and okay, breaks once in a while are accceptable =D btw, what am i supposed to do with all the rubbish and nonsense you gave me?! -goes to the corner of the room and dumps the rubbish and nonsense there- hmmm, after my promos i go play with them okay! ;D

xp;
HAHAA. OMG. AWWWWWWW! lol. why are you so sweet?! hahaaa. awwwwwwww.
yeah, i think you have to wait long long for that day. we planned so many stuff in fact but -poof- all our plans disappeared just like that. sighhh. and i still haven write you your snail mail. sorry darling!

Yuhua;
how i survived? hmmm, mug hard play hard. hahaa. i kept on going online last year laaa. but no, dont do that cause you have to get your 6 points. HAHA. no la. different people have different ways of studying. just find something to motivate you and push to do your work ;D yeahh. but most importantly, take care of your self okayy. dont fall ill. xueku. no matter what, she didnt take it in the end, cause she likes me too much she cant bear to make me sad. HAHA. oh no. im so ego ;D

fel;
HAHA! YES! YAYY! thanks for following me take it anyway!

atiqah;
YES YES I DID! YAYYY! get well soon anyway. stop falling sick! ;D

tang;
HAHA! lol. i was damn worried laa. it was a horrible day indeed. lucikily you got back your wallet ;D we shall not be careless people anymore!