felicia sent me a message. here's how it goes:
anw, in case u're wondering. i cried ytd cos umm. if u really choose to retain or sth then my j2 life will be so miserable. lol! im gg to sleep alrd. ohmy :(
one reason i edited my post yesterday was because of this reason.
just made me think back. and then i realise, maybe i do not want to give up and leave everything that i have behind just like that. maybe, it wouldnt hurt to endure another year of physics. besides, if i really follow my heart and choose the job that i really want, this wound't be much of a problem.
think i really know what i really want.
and that is to somehow, become a nurse.
jin jian, you think just like my mother. i dont understand, what's so wrong about it.
a waste of education? a job where even those from poly and ITE can take. a job for minahs with boyfriends who have motorbikes?
-___-" maybe one reason why my mum don't really want me to be one was because she was one back when she was younger but she quitted after one year. it's not easy being a nurse, i know.
but that's not it. it's more of my passion for saving lives i guess. sounds so aiyerr and cliche, but it really is it. i dont want to be a doctor, i dont think i can ever handle the pressure and competition. back when i was in red cross in tk, i loved doing first aid duty. just being able to help someone in pain and how they show their gratitude to you once they get better. the sense of satisfaction you'd get from it, i think is worth it. that's what i really want. i know i'd be happy knowing im doing something worthwhile.
you know, life's not all about money and status.
you people out there dont ever discourage me from achieving that. but hey i still have a year to think about it but for now, this should be it.
so, all in all, i'll try not to get retained ;D
so, don't worry fel. i wont leave youu.
i want to be in J2.
emoing together.
getting all excited over eyecandies together.
mugging for As together.
yeah. i'll mug hard. ;D
enough of serious stuff. ;D why am i thinking so much about my bloody future. oh boy.
was having a random conversation with my dear sister.
she started talking about her hairy classmate.
you know what i was thinking.
and so. i showed her all my eyecandies. and told her all about them. ;D vice versa. just that it's not like everyday i get to talk stuff like this to her. she doesn't find my eyecandies very cute though. but still, it was nice to share good stuff with her. i love my sister. and to those people without any sisters. sorry to rub it in but you're REALLY missing out on a lot. ;D
went to look for the prettiest pic of her. pretty ehh?
the one on the right btw.
she took my share of 'pretty genes'. that's why i ain't got any.
but that's okay ;D
okay, hope she doesnt read this.
btw felicia and huang yu, my sis thinks that the both of you are very cute! XD
and tang and pau as well.
hahahaaa. im so amused.
still got others but i shall not mention!
okay, i guess now it's mugmugmug.
so byebyebye!
tag replies;
syasa;
HAHAA. I'LL SHOW YOU! NO WORRIES ;D my eyecandy approver. im quite sure you'll approve him though. and yeah, i miss talking to you tooo. hey, let's go out after promos okay!
hamizah;
HAHA. YEAH I DID ;D but yeah, im so sorry i forgot to include that.. but yeahh! lucikly i remembered. and yeah, sorry. was kind of hoping you didnt read my blog so early in the morning. HAHA. but aiyahh, i know you love me too much first thing you did was to read my blog ;P
zat;
HAHAA. PROMOS ;( ahhaa. someone can enjoy like crazy ahhh! thanks darling. omg i miss you. let's have class outing after everyone's promos! and so, enjoyyy all you now that you have holidays ehh! take care yeahh.
Always remember to slow down in life; live, breathe, and learn; take a look around you whenever you have time and never forget everything and every person that has the least place within your heart :D