im feeling bad bad bad.

sometimes you get irritated with someone.
but when you cool down, you feel bad for getting irritated.
you feel bad for putting yourself first, not caring about someone else's feelings.
that's how im feeling right now.

and if i promised anyone anything,
after march block tests alright? (:

not that im a mugger,
and i have never been one (except for those times in primary school!)
but i want to be able to tell my teachers/parents that i did study.
im just really sick of them telling me i haven't been putting in much effort.

but i know i wont do well for my block tests.
there were just waaaaay too much slacking in the past.

and lol. dont say im emo-ing okay! just need somewhere to sort of let everything out. i dont think i can ever tell anyone straight in the face, that im getting so stressed up over my studies. =/ i hate studying really.

ah well, hate or no hate, i have to do it. mr cha says so.
so, meet you in muggerland. 8 more days.
& dont worry im okay (:

somebody's nick: EH stop toking to me i wan to study.
hahahahahhahahahhahaha.

tag replies;
quek;
HAHAA! no, i know that. im feeling sorry for not being able to go out with you, i know it's not because of that. (:

sarah;
hahahaa. you know i love you toooo. mug hard!