today my mama told me that i always look at the negative side of things and always think that people have bad bad bad intentions. that's the reason why i always get angry or irritated at someone/something so easily. that's why i got angry with her this morning. to think of it, i think i really do look at the bad side of people more than i look at the good side. even before i'd know you, i'd tell myself i dont like you. sorry that i feel this way. terrible of me, i know.