i wonder what's in my brother's mind everytime he steps out of the house on his way to work.
because everyday there's a possibitlity of him seeing someone's life being taken away.
i wonder whether he's prepared of what to expect each day.
but so far, he came back feeling so emotionally disturbed only once. it was pretty bad though.
-pats bro-
but somehow, most of his stories of his life as a medic are pretty amusing and interesting (:
all these thoughts were triggered by jay's question a few days back regarding the emotional pain i would have to go through seeing people die, if i ever become a nurse. honeslty i dont know what to expect or whether it would be easy for me. but hey, to think of it i think i'd rather see all these than see the ugly side of life where people are competing for the stupidest things in life. (no offence to anyone!) haha, okay, im being biased again but i just can't imagine myself doing anything else than be a nurse. but actually every job has could affect you emotionally, so it's pretty much the same everywhere you go. and then again, if you look on the bright side, i get to jab all those needles into ya'all! :D that would be fun. haha but i guess, it wouldnt be so bad la, jay. if it was that bad, there wouldnt be any doctors or nurses left in the world ehh?
know what? if i ever get to be a nurse one day, i'll tell you what it's like okay? (:
oh well, excessive listening to gattca's ost [the departure] and being left alone in the room attempting to understand electromangetism and electromagnetic induction got me thinking a lot.
alright, now that ive blogged about it, i can put it off my mind. back to alternating current.
j2s, all the best for physics and maths lecture test tomorrow (:
Always remember to slow down in life; live, breathe, and learn; take a look around you whenever you have time and never forget everything and every person that has the least place within your heart :D