results. peer pressure. scoldings. teacher pressure. temptations.

it's a little too overwhelming!

results. still being so behind. eventhough you've tried. probably not trying enough. peer pressure. and then having to see others do well. two times. three times. or maybe even four times better than you. scoldings. and definitely those naggings and scoldings for disappointing others, parents. teacher pressure. as if it isn't bad enough, teachers are doing the exact same thing our parents are doing. temptations. and then having to give up so many other stuff that you want to do.

but i guess the hardest part of all this:
having to put so many things aside. and then in turn, others having to put you aside.

i just wish. wish for anything else but having to go through all of this.

but it's those little little little things you do. felicia and jean for that day after we got back physics paper 3. keyi for all your messages. charlene for your constant reminders and encouragment to mug. quek and atiqah for always waiting for me to go home together. simin for making sure i mug by telling me to mug with you. dung for coming to talk to me after econs yesterday. mr ng for asking if im okay (that was super random). batchmates for this. it just means so much to me to know that you're actually concerned. thank you. thank you. thank you. :D